I pinch myself to see if it pains....no it doesn't!!..
Looks like i have just become numb to everything...to my emotions...to my aspirations.. i have killed all of it...
how and why...it's become a (?).... and i have no answer ...
i dont associate with the past.. i dont care about my future... life's become just a routine.... i do things just because i have to do it...
i dont laugh.... i dont cry ... i neither get hurt.. nor do i feel happy... but i do get angry..!!is that the only emotion left in me?
where have i lost myself and to what?.. Or have I found my way to deal with the ways of life?!

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Anonymous said…
yes - it may be a way to deal with life for sometime... of course, there are ways out - some positive, some negative - comes down to ones attitude in picking one of the ways
October 6, 2008 at 6:00 AM
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