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Half hour await for bus; Seemingly unending 2 hour standing ride to work; jostling for seats - proving Darwin's theory of 'survival of the strongest'; loud jabber over mobiles; an over dose of old Kannada songs, at one point - 'ee samaya anandamaya' playing in the background as if mocking my state!!! ---- All this for an extra hour of sinfully satisfying ZZZZZs :D - will i do it again ?? of course yes !!

So what if there is no official Thank You rewards in our company. This is for my all those holy people who helped me in my direst situations @ work. Thanks for helping me out -- powered by flowgo.com

It's after a very long time that I am posting something here.... Seemed somehow my thoughts were (and still are) scared to be translated into verse ..... and my fingers warded off holding a pencil.... But finally i did manage to make a sketch.... It doesn't matter to me how well the sketch has turned out to be... but every time I see this, I am assured that love in its purest form still continues to prevail.... :D

a drop of tear trickles down my eye, there goes a grieving sigh, I see a glazed sight, or are they my tearful eyes? I hear a loud noise , is that my heart crumbling? Have I lost my dreams or have I stopped dreaming?

As a kid I was either more spiritually evolved and closer to god or eccentric, but yes I used to have strange thoughts and here are a few I remember: The whole world, ppl, events everything is a dream and I am dreaming the dream in my sound sleep somewhere.I am just living my part in it. For the number of times we are huger than ants and also considering their life span do they term in their world, we moving and trampling them as natural calamities? What if all the planets are living beings and we parasites or worms(like the worms in our stomach ;) ) inside their stomach? What we call nature could be all the parts in the earth's body and rain, sunshine, floods, volcanoes etc be the chemical processes? I stand in front of the mirror and I feel the reflection in the mirror is not me but i m trapped within it and can't get out of it.Sometimes I am near the head and sometimes near the feet but usually I am just above the abdomen.... Strange or have any of u thought on similar lin...

Sometimes I feel god creates situations in which i get my answers for the questions plaguing me. Yesterday again my dampened spirits made me drag my feet to a temple nearby. On the way I was mulling over so many questions in my mind, also thinking why do I so easily get upset and from where do I get strength to face the vagaries of life As I entered the temple I saw a father-son duo who I incidentally see every time I go to this temple. The son is spastic, his limbs bent forward. I feel ashamed of myself when I see them so devotedly surrendering to god, with all that they are facing, while only I can do is complain with all that I have.... Yesterday I stood close enough to them,when I could see how difficult it was for the son to take arti and that his dad had to hold his hand and help him. Also when the tirtham was offered he tried to hold out both his hands, when I saw him sagging. I heard the father telling the pujari that his son had to hold on to something or that he had to hold h...